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Friday, May 2, 2008

"My Sweet Journey"

Do you ever wonder why some days you wake up and think about a certain person? I did that this morning, and I have no clue why? its not a special date, like a birthday, anniversary of any kind or any thing too the such. I strongly believe that when you think about someone that's God's way of putting them on your heart to pray for them, this person I have on my mind is no longer here, and I have no doubt in my mind that they are in heaven, so why I'm I thinking about them? maybe because in this physical world I am so badly missing them, being selfish and wanting them here with me, just to get a hug, or pick on the cheek, I feel their arms gently wrapping around me, the touch of their skin, soft but somewhat rough, and I can smell their own sweet body fragrance, I can see their eyes, with that love they always had for me, or maybe I am jealous of them being with Lord and Savior, how lucky they are not to live in this world any more, to be there with so much love, where there is no pain, and everything is gold in color, to live in a mansion they built, where here in might be shack, but there it's a mansion! I sometime want to scream out "Just come back, one more time, for one more hug, for one more good belly laugh with me, the kind you use to do, where the tears are coming out my eyes laugh, or the one more I told you so" but then I reminded I will have one more time with them for all of that, until then all I can do is talk to them like they're here now and smile and maybe giggle a little giggle at some of the things they did, because now, they are making all the angles laugh that belly laugh, one day I will make my journey to be with them.

2 comments:

Nonnie said...

i feel that some days about my Mom, annette....even dream sometimes that i am somewhere with her.....but i know she is where she wants to be....even though she never got to meet these great grandbabies...on earth....i am sure she delights in them where she is.
so blessed to have our memories...and love....i hope you feel their arms around you today...
love,
kimberly

Just Joni said...

sweet memories of love give us encouragement through the day...it's so wonderful to have felt love and to be able to close our eyes and remember how someone felt or the scent they had or the way they laughed...memories are kind of like little angel hugs. I like remembering people...it reassures me they will always be in my heart...
I hope you have an enjoyable day revisiting all that comes to your mind...it's friday y'know...destined to be a good day!

love you bunches ~
Joni

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