Here's an update on Larry's Mom, surgery has been changed to Jan. 29 with no time still, the Doctor got a summons to Jury duty for that date, and Larry and I wanted to leave for out of town that week end to celebrate our birthdays, looks like this is now not going to happen, but maybe we'll be celebrating his Mom tumor not having any "C" but being so close to the lymph nodes I'm seriously not thinking so but its not up to me, miracles do happen and I see them all the time take place in that hospital ! I was so looking foreword to going to the ocean, I need to get away even if its for just one night, but some other time. Larry asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I told him a camera, sense I didn't get one for CHRISTmas with a printer.
My Mom is at the part of grieving where she is bitter and I'm not liking it, not one bit!! so I try to say the right words and she turns those around on me and makes me feel aweful, then I cry, AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN!! I tell Joey, see what your not missing, I dreamed the other night of beautiful blue skies with no white clouds at all and I could hear a song playing in my dream and the words went something like this "Blue skies, nothing but blue skies" over and over again, so my brother is enjoying "Blue skies" he didnt like this weather we're having here Cali.right now. I ask him allot "Joey, what was the night like when you left?, who did you think of when you laid your head down that night?, whats heaven like?, Do you miss me as much as I miss you?, and my final one to him "You where the best brother a little sister could ask for and I love you and miss you so much"
I LOVE YOU~