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Sunday, November 8, 2009

A few things here....my brothers daughter is running her first half marathon today in Fresno! pray that she'll have a safe run and that she wont get weary. I told my brother this morning "Joey, "T" is running her big marathon today, you know the one shes been training for months now, please be with her at that finish line, she counting on you to be there, if you see shes getting tired pick her up and fly her threw that finish line with those wings of yours" He was so proud of her, in everything she did! So far looks like it will be a great day too run!!!!
Looks like we'll be moving...I am happy about it, its a smaller home and that's fine with me, less to clean, and its been
completely redone inside, I wanted to down size and down sizing we did, went from a 2300sq ft home to 1600 sq ft home with allot cheaper rent, even better, we'll be saving some big money here, now maybe we can go and do more often, the owners had to redo the back yard, the last tenets let their dog ruin it, they had to replace the grass and sprinklers, I'm going to ask the owners if they can leave please leave me a piece of raw ground so I can maybe have a small little garden.
My mom and step dad went to AZ for 2 weeks, they had this planned out for a while now, and she was going to go after my brothers passing, but my nephew and niece told her that their dad would have wanted her to go, I called her yesterday, she's enjoying her self, she said she misses Joey!
Yesterday wasn't a good day for her or I, and I know that's normal, part of grieving. I'm suppose to go back to work Thursday, and as of RIGHT NOW?! I'm not looking forward to dealing with anyone, co~workers, patients, and patients are my love at work, or their families, I am just so not ready for any ones cr*p!!!!! So, I think I'll ask for another week or 2 of
f, I know I have to get go on with life, cause this is what my brother would want of me, to go on....but I feel like I'm not ready just yet, so I need to pray.....I LOVE YOU~

P.S.
I just found out my niece ran that race in 2.23 hours! ! ! ! !
My brother gently pushed her along with those wings =)

11 comments:

kimberly said...

that is awesome your niece finished the race....and in a great time!!!! i'm sure her daddy was very proud!!!!

oh man, i wish we could downsize...but we would need to sell our house and it's not a good time right now....so we will just wait it out....good for you!!!!
:-)...now we can go to san diego
:-) where abouts are your mom and step-dad? we are having good weather (well a little warm, but cool nights and mornings)...hope they enjoy themselves.

take good care dear friend....
love you!
kimberly

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Donetta said...

It sounds like your landlord will be thrilled to have someone who cares to tend there earth.
Where in Az are your folks?

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Donetta said...

I love you!

Joni said...

Well now, be sure to email me your new address! If you need good moving boxes - go to the Kirby Vac store (on Oakdale Rd.) and get their vacuum cleaner boxes. They are wonderful...learned about them when the kids moved out and back and out and back again...ha, ha.

xoxoxo ~

Enjoy your time off of work. Rest. Find peace. Know you are loved.

Vickie said...

First, congratulations to your niece! That's wonderful Annette. Instead of jumping back in full time, maybe you could ease your way back in and go part time for a week or two. That way it might not be too overwhelming. Take care of yourself. Lots of big hugs lady!

Donetta said...

Love you
big hug

Denise said...

Hey girl....... So thankful to hear that you have found something smaller to live in.. Ours is 1800 sq foot so it is about the same size and that is plenty for us....... and I so hope that the LL lets you have a small garden...... Make sure and let me know the new address if you are leaving before Christmas :) .... It is a good thing that your Mom took some time and rested. I know her heart is still so tender and the grieving process just has to work itself out....... I am glad that you are able to take the time that you need also...... I am always amazed at God how HE heals hearts..... How does HE do that? I am glad that HE does......

Sending you a big hug.......

kimberly said...

thinking of you sweet lady....
and sending love!
xoxoxox
kimberly

Denise said...

Just had you on my mind this morning and wanted to stop in and say hello.. AND would you PLEASE send me your phone number....... can't find it!

Hugs

Donetta said...

Hi I got the email but do not understand the thing and it wants me to sign up. I have to get with Steve to make sure it is alright with him for me to do so.
I hope all is going well in the move. Loving you
Missing your presence.

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