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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

My brother is gone...........

My brother died tonight at 8:00 p.m. in the field, he told a co-worker "Jose, I'm tired, I'm gonna lay down right here and take a little nap, you want to to take a nap with me?" took a deep breath in and has never woke up, he passed doing what he loved! Larry took my mom and I to the hospital, a trip that should have been an hour long, only took us 35 minutes, I fell to my knees at the ER door, Our Mom stumped over in the back seat of her car crying, my brothers first and only wife took me too see my brother, I cried, I shook him, I yelled, growing up before Mom married my Dad, my brother was all I had, he was that man in this little girls life, and now hes gone, his heart is well, he is well, my heart hurts so badly, I feel numb, my brother is dead, O god please be with our Mom, be with his children and his dad, wrap us in your arms o lord, make my heart feel better.


9 comments:

Vickie said...

Annette, I'm so sorry sweetie that your brother passed away. My heart just aches for you. I don't even know what to say to you. My prayers will be with you and your family. I wish I could just hug you.

Love,
Vickie

Denise said...

Oh dear.... I just cried..... Please know that my heart is there with you and you are wrapped in love of many blog sisters... We so do not understand these things and one day we will understand the mysteries of the Father God.......

Abide in HIS love during the next few months my friend..... HE will hold you while you cry......

Love you

Donetta said...

Oh Annette
Oh sweet baby I hold you tender in my heart. Oh sweetie it will heal that heart of yours. may this flow of grief find you comforted in all of us around you.

Those who have gone on before us stand at the right hand of God ever interceding for us both day and night.

Denise said...

I am visiting from Donetta's blog. I am so very, very sorry for the loss of your precious brother sweetie. I understand your pain, I lost my big brother suddenly last June. I miss him so much. My love and prayers are with you.

kimberly said...

my dear annette.....i am in shock....and my heart cries and aches for you and your family......i wish there was something i could do or say to make the ache and sorrow easier, but i pray that God holds you and your family close and brings comfort and peace....please sweet friend, know that you are in all of our hearts and remembered in prayer.
i love you,
kimberly

marty (A Stroll Thru Life) said...

My thoughts and my prayers are with you at the grievious time. God Bless. Hugs, Marty

Sally said...

I'm so very, very sorry, Annette. God bless you and your family during this very difficult time. ((((hugs))))

(Here from Kimberly's)

Joni said...

Oh sweety, I got your voice mail while in class...I'm not only in shock, but I have questions...why? Was it his heart? I know you need healing space and I know your heart aches so badly, but please know I am here for you whenever you need and at any time 24/7. I love you.

Amrita said...

This is terrible Annette, what a shock.

How horrble to have a dear brother taken away so suddenly.

LOve, hugs and prayers.

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