There will be VICTORY....One day!

Hi Everyone! I haven't gotten on the computer cause on Saturday I worked then off to the races for some good fun and excellent fire work show they put on, and then Sunday I woke to an extremely achy back, I think on Friday when I was cleaning both bathrooms and vacuumed the house and mopped all floors I flared up my back, went to the Doctor on Monday, so I know I was hurting if I go to the Doctor cause I never go and he said I pulled my muscle, DAH!!!! he thinks, nothing worse than a sore back and I just didn't feel like getting on....Yesterday after I got my E~mail from my Dee (see post below) I sat outside and cried and Amanda noticed me crying "Momma please don't cry, please Mom" she said as she hugged me and rubbed my back, "I know you love Dee but don't give that Devil the privilege of thinking he's won, God can heal her" I totally lost it then, here is this young beautiful lady, that I argue with all the time telling me this! I was truly delighted, delighted that God HAS made an impact on her life, somewhere, delighted that she wasn't afraid to say anything like that, most teenagers would of let their mother sit outside and cried, not her, she was at my rescue! I prayed for Dee again last night and I told our Heavenly Father that I didn't want her to die, the Sweet Holy Spirit told " My Sweet Child, she will never die, she will always be alive" I sat up in my bed and thought about that for along time and you know, she will never be dead, she will ALWAYS be alive, maybe not in this physical world, but in Gods land and always in my heart, thoughts and mind! and all day I have thought about that and what the Holy Spirit told me just keeps repeating it self in my brain, like a broken record, over and over, and over. I love Dee and I know for a fact she loves God, every time she talked about going to heaven, she'd get a twinkle in her eye, and I so bad don't want her to ever lose that twinkle, I know shes very scared to do chemo, very scared and chemo was last result, but like Denise, from "Life at my house" has told me "God can heal her, he's not afraid of some stupid ol cancer" and I believe that, now its time for me to truly start believing it and claiming the victory, whether, shes here or in heaven, she WILL be cancer free one day!!!