" Was it a time? or a strange idea?"

Supper is done and dishes waiting to be put in the dishwasher, my Johnanthon is ta church with a friend and my Amanda is still over a friends house, she and her friend laid out by the pool today, O to be young and wearing a cute little green and white polka dot bikini...I can remember those days! Now days you can't get me out in that hot sun, although today was nice, nothing like our past week end, 107... speaking of going back in time, I was sitting on the couch watching my soap opera that I have recorded and I had this funny idea to call Mom and ask her how Gilbert was doing, I don't understand why, when he's been gone for 19 years next month, when in all reality I know he's doing so much better now, I wonder why things like that happen? Is it Satin wanting to me relive that horrible time in my life? or is it the Holy Spirit wanting to know my Dad is GREAT? if it's Satin doing that, my heart got heavy for a few minutes and I started crying, but...if it's the Holy Spirit I'm very joyful, maybe Satin wanted me to call Momma and stir up some emotions? but I didn't, I came back to the current time, or if it was the Holy Spirit, maybe he wanted to me to check on Momma for some reason, so I think I will call her. I want to know why I went back in time for a brief second! and I know my heavenly father will tell me, when he thinks I should know why. I haven't brought myself to call Dee yet, I will know when the time is right for that one, when I posted yesterday about seeing her in a garden I really did and it was beautiful garden, maybe God gave that vision to tell me something, cause I know that horrible Satin wouldn't let me see anything that beautiful. I'm calling Dee right now, it's on my heart heavier now than before, I will keep all of posted on our conversation......