WAy tOOOOOO eARly

Can you imagine being awake at 4:30 in the morning and not being able to go back to sleep? Well, that my lovely friends is just what happened to me! and don't ask why, when I went to be at 11:00 p.m. and my children where all home, I don't sleep very well if my children are out running around with their friends, but they where home, except for Amanda, and I know where she's at, so at 4:45 a.m. I'm making coffee, but I'm not the only one that's awake at the time of morning, I can hear the sweet chatter of birds out. So.....I'm taking it as a sign to get your butt up and start cleaning soon! My Momma would be so proud of me lol, I can remember as a teenager not getting early to help her clean on Saturday Morning. I could never understand her way of thinking for that crazy idea, BUT....now that I'm older and use to getting up every morning very early for work, I started getting up this early for work right after high school, when I worked in a convalescent hospital and shift started at 6:45, then started working in a hospital at 22 at that shift started at 6:30 am, so, yea, when I want to sleep in I can't, no matter what time I lay my head down, but rarely this early, even my mom has learned to sleep in!
Do any of you remember me telling you about Amanda & Johnanthon's friend, Michelle? the one that was diagnosed about 6 months ago with MS? well, she's been in the hospital for about the last 2 weeks, cause her legs wouldn't move, well now the Dr's are thinking she has a brain lesion, most likely from falling when her legs wouldn't let her stand, and as of now shes in a wheel chair, and shes only 19 now, that just bummed me out last night, and my friend Dee who has bone "C" her "C" is really being aggressive now, her counts for her tumor are not going down and the Dr's are all talking about putting in a Pic line (it's a i..v that can with stand some pretty hard stuff) and starting her on I.V. chemo now, she's tried the "C" pill's and they aren't working any more, and she said "I don't honey, if I can do that, but I remind myself everyday Annette, that God wont put no more on me than what I can handle" So, please pray for Michelle, and my friend Dee, I'm sad, so so so very sad. I guess it's time to get started on my day, then it's nap time for sure!