" Peace & Love...thats all"

Happy Sunday to all..... Well there is good news to be reported, first off, Kim from Walk The Beach has done her 3 day walk for the Susan G. Kolman in AZ, and I prayed that all went well, I hope all of you have kept her in your prayers these last 3 days? Secondly..Amanda's boyfriend and I have talked, raised our voices, and cried! I just kept asking God all day to please help me, help me say the right things and not to let my anger get in the way, at first Chris was afraid to come over..gee, imagine that! he throw a tissy fit about not knowing what I wanted to talk to him about..go figure, so I called him and said "Forget it, I'm too old to play children's game with an 18 year old acting liking a 3 year old" I told Amanda"I tried Sissy" then next thing I know Chris is here, like a man should be and all 3 of us talked about everything, we all want the same thing "PEACE"!! The conversation got pretty deep and personal but I basically told them both, "What happen to the respect you had for each other and everyone else for that matter, if there is no respect in a relationship, then there is no love, and there is no love, there is no more caring, all 3 of those elements go together, they are what make the relationship hold together, imagine your relationship like a cake...no watter, no moisture, no love, no oil, no caring, no egg, no bonding" so we're starting all over, clean slate, just like from day 1 and if this fighting, yelling, not trusting, and stop controlling each other doesn't stop then go your separate ways and part as another friend to join your circle of friends. I am so glad I had time to "cool off" and let my father guide me, I didn't stew over it all day, I let God have the problem and I knew he'd help me when the time was right, its so hard for me as a mother not to intervene, I wanted my mom to sometimes and she never did, or I wanted her advice on so many things and she never gave it, when I needed her when I was teenager, she was never there, and it hurt me so bad and I guess I just want my daughter to know"Mom is always here, for anything, good or bad, sad or happy" and after all was done and over my daughter got up came over gave me the tightest hug and the most gentle kiss on my cheek, that I haven't gotten from her in along time and it felt marvelous!