I'm SO darn happy, I actually got on!!!!!! Amanda's best friend's boyfriend is one of those computer smart guys and he's been help clean this thing up, I got a virus some how....well any ways he's going to be taking this for a few days and cleaning it completely out and starting all over, just like a brand new one! I have so badly missed each and everyone of you, like you would not believe, my mom is doing as well as excepted, she gets sooooo tired, she blames it on stress, but I know it's because her heart isn't getting the right amount of blood that carries oxygen, but she's in the best hands of all...god's, and I try so hard not worry but whats a girl to do? Life around here with Amanda is so so, it's like a roller coaster, I told Larry, but her doctor that helps her with the depression ( cant spell that name) tells her it's o.k., considering everything she's going through, her and Chris have some things that need to be wrinkled out, man I was pissed....I told Amanda, easy for her to say, she doesn't have to live with you!!! so my heart is just some what achy. I went with Joni last Friday when she went and fed her new friends, they are the sweetest and kindest people, I too especially liked Earl, has a storey for everything, loves to chat, so needless to say him and I got along great! These people are harmless. I came home feeling so bad for one couple they only had 2 blankets for the both of them and some sweat shirts, I wanted to cry, I asked God to keep them warm, it was very cold that Friday night. I'm having surgery on October 23 on my ankle to remove the hardware, I have a plate and 6 screws, 2 years ago I broke it, slipped off the curb and heard it break, and the Dr. had to put "hardware" as we call it in the hospital, I joke and tell everyone"If I was drunk I probley wouldn't have broke it" well I need to go and pick up Amanda from work soon, I will try with all my might to get on again tomorrow, you people have no clue how much I missed you.
I LOVE YOU, I TRULY DO!!!! TOOTLES..........XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Me!