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Sunday, September 28, 2008

" I was told to have "faith" "

Hello One and All!!! I am doing o.k. just been having problems with this stupid computer of mine and don't like fighting with it! and I've been kind of in a blah mood lately, been missing my Dad ALLOT and usually when I'm like that something happen to my Mom, it's like my Dad is pre-warning me, does this make any sense to any of you? and so far I've been right one the money, I got a call from my Mom the other night and she's got more blockage which mean either 1 or 2 thing's...they first are going to try and put stints in to open up the the blocked area, or wind up doing open heart again....not for sure on a date for this, I so bad want to make a plea with God to heal her, but afraid of what he might want me to do, I'm so tired of seeing her be sick, she gets so tired doing the smallest thing's that she once enjoyed so much, I've had my suspensions for awhile now that her heart is acting up again just by what she tells me, and if I say anything to her, she tells me " Your paranoid Annette" well hell yea I'm paranoid, this is my Mom, my whole world, my life, my friend, my counselor, my doctor, my everything!! she would be too if she was in my shoes, and to top it off I get to have surgery again on my ankle, the doctor is going to take out the hard ware( a plate and 6 screw's) don't know for that either, but I do know I will be off work for about 2 week's. My heart feels so heavy and achy right now, I've been throwing my self in house work, shampooed the hall, the entry way, and the formal dining area yesterday, this is what I do when I'm worried or scared is the other word for it, not scared for me, scared for my mom! so please all of you pray, I have been. I asked God the other night" God, my mom is going to be o.k. uh?" and I heard a very sweet voice "She will be fine if you just put your faith in me" and that's what I have to do, after all he told me too! I love all of you and hope you have a great Sunday!! Blessing to all

13 comments:

Just Joni said...

Argh! I just typed a long comment and when I went to publish it, Blogger took it all away...It's not fair! Those words were from my heart! Let's see if I can restate everything:

Keep your Faith, give God all your worries, try to keep your spirits high so your mom can feed off your positive energy. It's tough watching our parents grow older and seeing all the things they have to contend with. I love both you and your mom and I will keep you both in my prayers...if you need me for anything please don't hesitate to give me a jingle and if you run out of rooms to clean, I have one or two I could lend to you.

I think that sums it up in a nutshell, but the first version was much better.

Please take care of yourself.

xoxoxoxoxo

~Red Tin Heart~ said...

I will be praying for her..and you. God is with you dear heart.
It is hard when we worry about those we love.
And, yes sometimes we do feel things that could happen. It happens to me all the time. I always trust my gut.
I am sending you love, Nita

Nonnie said...

so sorry you are going through this worry and fear, annette....i certainly know what that feels like....my dad had triple bypass surgery many years ago, and has episodes at least every six months of ending up in the hospital via ambulance.....i am trying so hard to be better about laying my worries and burdens before God, but it is so hard for a worrier like me! :)....all we can do is try and like you said to have Faith and trust that he hears us and his plan is perfect....now if i just listen to what i just told you!
thinking of you dear friend and keeping you and your mom in my heart and prayers....
love and hugs,
kimberly

Patti said...

Annette
I am so sorry to hear about your Mother. I will be praying for her and for your ankle.

I have missed hearing from you my friend.
Be well
God Bless you
Patti

SweetAnnee said...

Well I will pray HARD for your mom..I'm not afraid of what God will ask of ME..and you shouldn't be either, sweet child of God.

If God told you to have faith, rest assured He has heard you.

I love ya my friend...Deena

Nonnie said...

thinking of you, sweet annette....and wondering how you are doing and how things are with your mama?
take care friend....
love,
kimberly

Vickie said...

Annette, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom and your ankle. It is difficult when our parents grow older. I hate somedays talking to my mom on the phone. She runs out of breath so easily. It makes me sad that I can't be there to help her and it reminds me she really is mortal, that I won't have her forever. I will pray for both of you. Please hang on to your faith, it's one of the things I admire about you!

Hugs, Vickie

~Red Tin Heart~ said...

jsut thinking of you this evening and hoping things are better. love you, nita

Just Joni said...

Just checking in to see how things were going...I miss your voice and I miss YOU!

Sending you a hug ~

pfranklin said...

Sending hugs your way. (((((Annette ))))

Nonnie said...

stopping by to check in sweet annette.....hugs and love your way!
kimberly

~Red Tin Heart~ said...

Thinking of you tonight and praying for your Mom and you. love Nita

Patti said...

Oh sweetie I am so sorry your have been having problems with worry. Listen, your faith in God will help and you know he is going to help your Mom right? My friend had stints put in after a heart attack and they really worked. He is back to normal in every way. He has to watch his diet but then we all need to do that right?

The computer thing will drive anyone crazy! Hope you got that fixed.

I lost my Dad when I was only 7 years old and I still miss him. I lost my Mom last February and I really miss her but she is here with me every day I just feel it.

You sound like me. Whenever I get worried or mad I clean!

Hang in there sweetie. You have lots of support here so don't stay away to long.
Hugs and God Bless you. You will be in my prayers.
Patti

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