God knows her heart

I am here, just been kind of in one of those moods, don't know why, just have been...I'm sure I know the reason but just don't what to go into detail, I think everything is finally catching up with me, Amanda has a friend who is 16 and is pregnant and didn't tell her Dad, for a very long time and didn't get any prenatal care for months, until one day when I talked to her and told her she needed to tell him, she was so scared, the man, that's right a man, age 21 has nothing to do with her, and the baby is mixed, she lied to her Dad about the man, well....she has made a very difficult decision, shes going to give the baby up for adoption, I told her it's not easy, and I did tell her she was going to make some couple very happy, shes making their family complete, she got to pick the parents, I explained that one day she'll have a baby or two, but she would never forget this one, I feel for her so badly, she said "Annette, this baby's life has been nothing but a lie from the very beginning" all I could do was hold this little girl in my arms and cry with her, her mother (Amanda's friend) died about a year ago, and her Dad depends on her so much, so she has no mother figure, her mom died of that word I cant stand, tomorrow is her last day at school and then shes going on independent studies until after the baby is born, I need to go now cause I am now crying, tootles for now, please put this child in your prayers, her name is Meghan, God knows who she is, and what her heart is feeling.