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Thursday, April 3, 2008

God knows her heart

I am here, just been kind of in one of those moods, don't know why, just have been...I'm sure I know the reason but just don't what to go into detail, I think everything is finally catching up with me, Amanda has a friend who is 16 and is pregnant and didn't tell her Dad, for a very long time and didn't get any prenatal care for months, until one day when I talked to her and told her she needed to tell him, she was so scared, the man, that's right a man, age 21 has nothing to do with her, and the baby is mixed, she lied to her Dad about the man, well....she has made a very difficult decision, shes going to give the baby up for adoption, I told her it's not easy, and I did tell her she was going to make some couple very happy, shes making their family complete, she got to pick the parents, I explained that one day she'll have a baby or two, but she would never forget this one, I feel for her so badly, she said "Annette, this baby's life has been nothing but a lie from the very beginning" all I could do was hold this little girl in my arms and cry with her, her mother (Amanda's friend) died about a year ago, and her Dad depends on her so much, so she has no mother figure, her mom died of that word I cant stand, tomorrow is her last day at school and then shes going on independent studies until after the baby is born, I need to go now cause I am now crying, tootles for now, please put this child in your prayers, her name is Meghan, God knows who she is, and what her heart is feeling.

2 comments:

Just Joni said...

such a sad story Annette...I will definitely include Meghan in my prayers...and I will pray that your spirits be lifted as well...try to keep a smile on your face and if that doesn't work, call me and I'll haul you down to Starbuck's for a double shot...that'll clear the glooms out!

:)

Nonnie said...

annette.....i feel so many things reading this....sadness for the young mother, who hasn't been able to share this and feel joy in it....and for the adoptive family (like jamie and mattie) whose lives will be blessed beyond words by this precious little life.....i pray that the young mother will find peace and comfort in her decision and that the little family will know she gave this baby the most wonderful gift she could....life.
hugs, annette...
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