rsing Assistance I know things can change when they get in, we wont know what kind of "C" she has until they take the mass out, she got real disturbed with me the other night when I talked to her about chemo and radiation, shes very adamant about NOT taking it, I more less told her she was selfish and that she had a little boy who needs her, 2 grown children and 4 grandchildren who all love her, tried to explain to her chemo and radiation has come so far in 20 years, and that they now have a chemo pill, but her decision might not be what we all want, but that we as a family had to respect her choices and we do, she said its about "Quality of life" but I know our God is a healing God and he can heal her and I told her this, her surgery will be at the hospital I work at, and she asked me "Will you take care of me?" I said " Of course I will, and I will make sure they, (meaning nurses) know that shes my mother in law!! Like I am so big rig around there...Larry's Aunt on his dad's side had surgery Monday, they removed a lower lobe of one of her lungs, she's got lung cancer and now they think her liver is messed up from medications, please pray for her too, her husband, Larry's Uncle as Alzheimer's!!

Ummm, I wanted to call my brother so bad today just to check in on him I cried cause I couldn't so I talked to him, I miss him so much girls, but time is getting better, mornings are especially hard on me for some reason.
My Johnathon didn't want to go to school today, "Mom, can I please stay home and get caught up on my sleep" I play hooky from time to time so of course I couldn't say "No" Alright I told him, on one condition, if you clean your room spotless when you get up!" his room is so clean, he loves me so, "Mom, if I sort my cloths will you wash them?" "Johnanthon!! you know how to wash your cloths" I said, "But Mom they smell better when you do them" so guess what?? I am washing his cloths, he not only loves me, but he knows how to work me too, but that OK..."Don't tell Amanda I'm doing your laundry for you" got a hug in return!! Mommas baby loves
his Momma.....