I know I am a day late on this but it was been so heavy on my heart this morning, it's about " Good Friday " I was cleaning this morning and thinking about the pain GOD took for me, I wondered if he saw my face? did he see my brothers face, my mothers,farther, did he see my children, I wonder this and it just made me cry to know he took whippings, beatings, spit on, rocks that where wrapped in cloth and was hit with all for me, then nailed and hung with a crown of throwns smashed into his head, birds picking at him, the heat, thirst and the humiliation of being laughed at, all this for me, funny how house cleaning reminded me of this, maybe because as I was cleaning the dirt and grime from my home JESUS was cleaning the dirt and grime from me, long before I was thought of in this time, but he knew I would be born as well as all of the others I thought of, I complain of back, my ankle, my head hurting, my heart aches, and not once did he complain of his pain, so my little aches and hurts are nothing compared to his, then he was thrown into a tomb, to be forgotten of, left there to die, do you know how many times I have wanted to run and hide and cry ? but why? when I come out of my hiding place it's all still there, the things that made me want to run and hide, JESUS did not run and hide nor did he die, HE LIVES, lives in my heart, lives in my thoughts....this morning all I see in my mind is the stripes on his back and him hanging on that cross for me, GOD reminding me what his SON had to go threw for ME, I love and treasure when the Holy Spirit reminds me of things, he knows my heart and desires.....
For GOD so loved the world that he gave his only begotten so that who so ever believed him shall NOT parish but have EVER LASTING LIFE!!!! John 3 : 16
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