ns are pulled closed so I close the door behind me, we all will be on pins and needles while they are here, I just dont make eye contact with them so my thinking is..If the doors are closed and no eye contact they wont talk to me and its worked for me so far! I just realized the other day that my brother went home with the LORD almost a year ago, it will be a year Oct. 26, it just dont seem that long ago and there are times it just feels like last night, I still tell my brother I love him every night when I go to bed just like I did almost a year ago, I requested that day off so I could spend it with our Mom, my Mom is so precious to me and I cherish everyday shes here, John has a job working
for an Olive farmer after school, he likes to have $$ in his wallet and Amanda has found a new "friend" they are just that for now, they're just enjoying each others company which is a good thing, she told me the other night " I like him, he's very nice but if doesn't work out for us at least we can still be friends instead of ruining a good friendship" I told her " By George, your finally learning this stuff"I can feel the weather changing, I look at this drawf Chinese maple tree behind us and can see the leaves changing, not looking so dark green and few other trees leaves are getting lighting in color and more and more leaves falling on the ground, mother nature is letting us know her hormones are changing and this is the only time I like her........
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I think you're doing fine. I've barely blogged at all. It's been so busy here. My quiet time feels like when I'm in bed. Anyway, hang in there, you are doing okay even if some days it doesn't feel like it.
I'm sorry to hear you don't like inspectors, I'd hoped that was the time you could air your dirty laundry. Not So? Good to hear Amanda is growing up. That's a very mature attitude. And yes what boy/young man doesn't like $$. Our Mother Nature is going into a hormonal thing as well. Keep well.
Hay Girl
Anniversaries are the hardest. Perhaps if you have not tried this symbolism before it might nurture
get balloon and let them go in a ceremony letting go symbolically can give the mind an image to hold onto when the attachment loss feelings flood and bring pain.
I love it that Amanda gets it. this must just flood you with a peace.The old fight flight is grabbing you, why are you afraid of the inspectors? I mean its a good question because they sound like the fear of them holds way too much power over you. Take your power back Annette. Stand in the Woman you are. Powerful honorable and willing to do what is right. The employment is necessity understandably. Loving who you are and feeling good about what you do is so so much more important.
Go stand in front of the mirror Annette. Your still inside there...let her out.
loving you
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