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Saturday, April 2, 2011

Wake up call from GOD....




Sorry this is so late in posting but was kind of busy after work yesterday, visited a long time friend of mine that I found again on facebook and she had surgery..but I'm here now to write about my " I am proof " here it goes...as you all know I had to have my gallbladder out about a month ago and I'm doing so much better but learning what I can and can not eat is a game now, what fun that is....when I went and seen the surgeon who is a very close friend of mine as well and I trust him 100% with my life, he palpated my liver in his office and said he was going to take a piece of my liver for biopsy sense he was there, and I'm like " yea might as well your right there" little did I know he didnt like the way it felt, surgery came and gone, my mom teased and said " Your the idol doctor my daughter loves so much" Mom said he smiled and said " Yip, I'm him and I love her too and she's a pretty

special person to me as well" he then told mom & Larry that my liver was slightly enlarged, I still wasnt worried, I'm thinking OK it's from all the advil I take, I use to eat those things like M&M's...I went to have my staples removed and teased him about not telling anyone about my flabby belly or my firm breast and he laughed and hugged me and told me " I want you too see a specialist over your liver honey" I said "Dr. B whats wrong with it?" he wouldnt give an answer, but I know Dr. B well enough to know if it's not his field of expertise he wont comment to anything, I said " It's a fatty liver isnt it" still no answer, so I told him who I wanted, working in the hospital you know who's the best and who isnt, so a week later I went and seen Dr. E., his NP ( Nurse Practitioner) who I know as well, was a an RN on the floor at one time and went back to school, looked at my pathology report and said " Dear, you have hepatitis " I said " F. how stupid do you think I am? seriously?! hepatitis is inflammation of the liver, I may not be a RN but I do know some stuff" she said " Yes, your right but your a stage 2" then I got SCARED, came clean with my shady past and reassured her I DID NOT DO NEEDLE DRUGS did everything else but, she questioned my tattoo's told the guy that did mine is state approved and credit by California, NOT home made crap, so she proceeded to tell me Lupus can have the same effect on the liver, ordered all these labs to be done 18 viles to be exact, I counted them..and these labs wouldnt be back for at least 4 weeks!! I was on pins and needles for 4 weeks, on hand I thought " OK, so if it is hepatitis I can take a boat load of shots for a year, and be sick as hell from them but I can put this in remission, but on the other hand Lupus isnt contagious and can learn to live with and the side effects for the rest of my life" I cried cause I had been CLEAN FOR 21 YEARS and it's back to haunt me NOW...again I had put myself in a cocoon...but in the mean time I had prayers going out from so many people, had my mom worried and that bothered me, I didnt want to say anything til I had the results, but I couldnt help myself had to talk to her, after all I tell her everything, had my husband & daughter worried, the only person I didnt say anything too in this house was my Johnanthon, he's kind of funny on these kind of things, 2 things can happen with him, either he shuts down or rebels and I didnt want either to happen to him, he's doing pretty good for being a senior and I didnt want to burden him with this, went back and seen the NP for my results she looked at the papers and said " you dont have hepatitis" I said " OK, so I must have Lupus then" she looked at those papers, thumbed threw those papers a couple times, and now I'm looking at her facial expressions, she had a confused look on her and said " Annette, you dont have Lupus either" I laughed so hard she looked at me kind of weird, cause I knew I was HEALED, she even had the Dr. himself come and look at them he had a puzzled look on his face, he looked back at the original report from my surgery kept thumbing threw the papers and told me " Then you must have a fatty liver" I was explained about diet and exercises would help with that and they wanted to see me in a year and to have some labs done to check my markers ( a liver test ) I told them both" I have been healed by a Dr. named Jesus and whats your healed your healed, no more illness, poof gone, notha, zero, but I will be back just to proof to you JESUS is ALIVE and has POWER over me " For weeks I was a mess, but I got so much closer with GOD and my family, GOD was wanting me to get close to him again and he just kicked me in the butt to wake me up and that it did......

3 comments:

Irene said...

I'm thrilled to hear you are O.K. haven't stopped by for awhile. Sorry I missed all your trauma, but you're always in my prayers.

pchickki said...

Oh gosh Annette, you must have been a worried mess. I am so glad to hear you are okay. Jesus is the BEST doctor ever.
Hugs to you sweetie

Denise said...

Power power wonder working power in the blood of the Lamb, power power wonder working power in the precious blood of the Lamb..... By HIS stripes we were healed!

Hugs coming your way......

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