I finally got one.....

Gosh, I have had such a busy week end!!!!! Friday was Larry's Mom surgery, then my Mom & step dad took Larry and I out for our birthday dinner and Saturday was mine, we went out too dinner with a few friends, got to eat Prim rib, that's my favorite piece of meat in the whole world besides salmon!! Larry and the kids got me a pretty chocolate cake and my CAMERA!!!! Sunday was his birthday!! Tuesday morning I'm heading for the ocean with my friend Dee and my other friend Pam for the day, so I'll post pictures as soon as I learn how to down load them. I got a nice journal from one of my friends and that will help so much to write down my feelings on so much that's been going on in my life. I waited all day for my brother to call me, I use to call him and sing Happy Birthday to my self or say something like I heard there's a birthday girl and I think you call her your little sister, and he's call me back just laughing and tell me "You chicken sh*t the day isn't over it" but not this year and I missed being called that, and next week end is super bowl and Joey ALWAYS came over cause he knew there would be lots of good food and great friends and I looked foreword to my brother coming by, but not this year, he's going to watch it from up above!! I miss him so much dang it. Feb. 12 is his birthday, so mom and I are going to go the his resting place, this will be Mom's first time there sense he's left, I don't know if I'm ready for that. Well my sweet friends I need to go and pick up Amanda from her boyfriends house, will chat with all of you later... this is exactly what my camera looks like, pretty uh?

I LOVE YOU~