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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I knew it us for me to read.....

And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
Revelation 21:4 JKV


When I read this, I knew it was meant for me, especially after whats been going on around here with my beautiful daughter, so many nights I've cried, my days are so filled with sorrow, and my heart aches with pain, all because I love her with all my being, I can pull it off pretty darn good and act like nothing is bothering me and in all reality it's hurting me so badly, physically and mentally, but all I can do is just keep praying. I'd like to Thank all of you who have been praying for her, and I'm seriously thinking about sitting up prayer chain amongst us blogger, have prayer going around the clock for 24 hours, where people can e~mail with a time and I'll post those times and who so there would be no over lapping, God will be bomb barrted with prayers for my daughter, tell me what you think. God loves me, you, & my sweet sweet Amanda~

6 comments:

Denise said...

While I was sitting here today with my son Chris, your daughter crossed my mind. I know the heartache of a child lost because of my son Darryl. It has been 25 years now since he has been in my home. I cry a lot. I thought of your daughter and how God needs to intervene in her life and impart wisdom to her. I have been praying that God open her eyes to the truth of what is trying to steal her joy and her future and impart to her the knowledge as to how to overcome this in her life. Young women are so easily persuaded into thinking that they are not worthy of someone "good" and I pray that God move in her life in such away that she will not be able to ignore it. God can and will alter the path that she is on and HE can and will answer the broken and contrite spirit of her mother.
You continue to pour out your heart to the Father..... HE loves her more than you do.......

Sending my prayers and my love..

Donetta said...

My Friend
Have you ever shared with her your pained heart over her. Not the disappointment not about she did this or that but like this

When I see your life I am so pained I am frightened and so sad at what I see happening to you. I love you so much and want so badly for it to go well for you.
I am here loving you. I will always be here for you.
I want to see you choose wisely so that it will go well for you.
If ever you need me I am here.
I know you have your own choices to make I will respect that as does God let you choose. I just so want it to go well for you...

:)
just a thought or two...
so many time they just need us to stop acting like nothing is bothering us.
Directly not wineing or nagging at all.
Just a good old
When you I feel...

kimberly said...

annette....you and amanda are in my thoughts and prayers.....i went through this, as i said in my other post...and it probably was one of the worst times in my life....a light bulb just went on one day....and she could see this relationship for what it was.....until they can "see" it for themselves....words just don't penetrate.....i pray that amanda knows her selfworth...and truly can, at some time, see this relationship from afar....i DO truly know your fear, pain, aching, and tears.
i love you,
kimberly

Denise said...

Just checking in on you sweetie.. Thinking of you today while I was fixing my salad.. I pray for your heart to be filled with Faith!

Just Joni said...

Just being there for her and praying is about all you can do, until like Kim says, the light comes on...I'm reminded of something I heard the other day...when we pray for patience (or whatever) sometimes God provides us with a situation from which we develop that patience. It's so easy to want the end results right now, but these little life lessons are how we become the people we are meant to be. I wish Amanda Godspeed in her growth and awareness. Hang in there mom, but let her know you are there. Things will be fine, I'm sure of it.

sending you love ~

~Red Tin Heart~ said...

I have a son that is lost. And know how you feel sweet Annette.
My heart is with you. And my prayers. We will have to pray for each other.
Love You, Nita

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