" I want a show!!!!"

Golly Gee it's cold out! but I love this weather, I only wish we'd get a good lighting show with some thunder, that reminds me of when Amanda & Johnanthon were little, they would get so scared of both of those, and I use to tell them "O..God's light bulbs must of burnt out" or something to that extent, and they where satisfied with that..and the thunder I'd tell them "The angels or God must have let the door slammed shut when someone came in" and they bought that! sometimes I think it would be sweet to go back in time when they were younger, would I change anything, I think most of us would say "I change somethings, or I'd do somethings different" and I know I would, but I wouldn't change too much with them, they where and still are great children considering how the world is today...Amanda, started heading down the wrong path somewhat and I put her in my fathers arms and prayed lots and she has straightened up in the aspect, shes a loving soul and whats peace, doesn't not like term oil at all, now Johnanthon he was a mamma's boy for a very long time until about Jr. high, he has ADHD as most of you know, and gave me and the schools a run for our money, let me tell you, I hated schools, and when I write schools,I'm meaning plural, its because he got suspended from every school he attended, went to a alternative school with gangs and straightened right up,now he's back into what I call a "normal" school and doing pretty good, most ADHD kids head into the world of drugs and or gangs and that's been my worst fear as a mother, but he doesn't want nothing to do with either, and I owe that to a good church he found and gave his life to Jesus and been blessed with the Holy spirit, when he jokes, he acts so serious about the whole thing, and when boys in school threaten to fight him or try to he just stands there I've been told and shakes his yea, and says things like "sure, alright, what ever" and walks away, my children are complete opposites of each other, but so much alike in so many other ways......