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Sunday, June 15, 2008

"My 2 Father's"

I hate today, I wont go down the isle of the store cause I don't want too see all of the "Father's Day" card, I need to call my mom and wish her a happy father's day, for so many years she's was both to me until she married Gilbert, I will go to the cemetery and visit with him while Larry is visiting his dad, and I'll call my real dad and chat with him some and hopefully he'll remember me, and I will chat with my heavenly father, cause he too is my dad, he wont ever leave me, and he does remember me when I call him. Gilbert will be gone from this world and he entered into heaven 18 years ago on the 16. Were taking Larry's dad out for breakfast this morning and in all reality I should be taking my dad out as well, I get so angry every year at this time, I know there is a cure for that nasty "C" word, but American Cancer Society wont make any money and these doctor's will go broke if the cure is out there, broke......broke like my Mom's heart was and still is, and mine as well, enough of this boo hoeing stuff. I didn't get Larry any thing from the kid's yet for father's day, he can pick it out and I'll pay for it, I will give him a limit on his gift, unlike he did mine...silly man! To all of you who have your dad's still, enjoy this time with them, you are all so lucky to still have your dad to buy a gift for, to hug, to kiss on the cheek, or to listen to their B.S storey for the 100'th time, just enjoy them, I feel so out of place this time of year with Larry's family....I tell Larry one day you will understand how I feel, but I am so Thankful God has allowed me the privilege of keeping my love for dad alive in my heart with some awesome memories as well, and I love him so much for that! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY GILBERT, AND TO YOU DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER! Love you both!!!!!! tootles........

4 comments:

Nonnie said...

i heard someone asking in the hallmark store if they had father's day cards for mothers....that would seem appropriate wouldn't it?....i hope this day allows you to celebrate the wonderful memories of those in your life who have been a wonderful support to you....mother or father...and have filled that place of love and care....and that you get to have alone time to sip suntea and talk with gilbert.
hugs, xoxox
annette,
kimberly

Just Joni said...

I asked my mom what I should get my dad for Father's Day (because he has EVERYTHING)...and she called me last night and said your dad just wants a cake...so cake it is! Cake and coffee for dessert tonight...and I didn't do anything for Dave, hopefully the kids do....everyone here had to work today, except me :)....hope you enjoy your day and I'll be thinking about you.

love love love,

~Red Tin Heart~ said...

Today is hard for Elizabeth and me too. We are getting ready to go to the cemetary and put flowers on his grave.
I miss him so much..
Sending you lots of love dear heart, Nita

Nonnie said...

thinking of you today, annette....first time i have really had time to just sit and drink coffee!!!! thought i'd share some with you. :)
stay cool, think it is supposed to be 112 here today!
hugs,
kimberly

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